Wake Up, Dreamer!

i have too much dreaming and now, i awakened.
oh God, please just punishing me! not them. this is my fault.
God, please help me to prove it and please forgive my sins...
i'm begging you...

i'm sorry and i do regret it, is it enough to wipe away your tears?
give me one more chance and i'll prove it.
won't you please let me to show that i still the gold one?
i'm trying now... i'm trying to stand and move normally like i used to.

thanks for your help Mom, especially for your hug and your words.
sorry i turned you down again, disappoint you. sorry for you too, Dad.
"i love you, Mom"